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owhkie....that was...tooo quiet....
AND ITS BEEN QUIET IN THIS BLOG FOR LIKE....WEEKS!!!
omg...i think i drank too much coke...=)
gomen gomen...^^"
so...what shud i talk about today....
well, lets talk about a friend here shall we?
can't say the name - cause she'll probably kill me if any of my frenz tell her i'm back stabbing her =x (cuz she NEVER visits my blog) -
she's a lil.....how to put it.....er....selfish...i think
usually when me or my friends talk about something to her she'll just say "owh..well anyway...." blah blah blah...she goes bragging about herself again...
i mean, she doesn't care about anyone or anything else except her...=x
when the time i gave her my blog website, she just say " i'll visit when i'm free "
ok then, she'll visit it when she's free then,my point is... she's ALWAYS online, dude!!!!
i mean, if she's online, she could visit my blog ANYTIME!!!
yeesh...no wait, she actually did visit this blog...but that was her first and last time....-___- everytime i told her i updated my blog and told her to check it out, she said
"i'm busy tonight, sorry"
ugh....and that's why i'm very very sure she won't actually READ this post, tehe >w<
But... she isn't that bad....
she's still my friend though...
she just bugs me when she becomes real selfish....
*sigh* so, enough with that...
Lately, i've been having a strange feeling inside me... like...something...or someone is lost... as though...my heart is still not satisfied with all the things i've got...-example 1 : FRENZ!!! example 2 :....nah, nothing else =) -
well.... i've been thinking....
is this lost feeling......
love?
i'm pretty sure it is....
and i'm pretty sure most of the teenagers have this kind of feeling sooner or later....=D
i'm still waiting for an answer.... a true answer that can let me loose of this strange feeling ...and get someone to love or love me!! >w<
but who...exactly will that be.... 0_0??
so, anyways... niwa was online tuesday night and i got to chat with him! YAY ME!!! xD
lawl, i kinda missed him...
i mean, " friend missing" okay? -_______-
its been quite long since i last chat with him...like.......a half month...or was it one or two months huh? xD lawl i forgotten!
so niwa said i'm not full an adult yet.
then i asked him "aren't people that are 13 and above...counted as adults?...or teenagers?"
and then...... he says that it takes a person to have "actual sex" to be matured or to be an ACTUAL adult....-yeeeeee~ ><-
and so i said " omg ewww "
then he was like "why'd u said ew?"
so i replied "er.....i dunno...=)"
"that means you're not an adult! lol"
"-______________-"
lawl! but... for somehow...i don't feel like growing up that fast...
but thank you niwa! for explaining to me i'm still a child =)
but i really want a person that loves me the way i loved him....
a person that cares and understands me....
a person that misses me every minute...
a person that says "i love you" and means it!...
a person that hugs me tight and i could always feel his heart beat and his warmth...
a person that would hold my hand and tell his friends " This is my girlfriend!" and feels proud about it...
a person that takes me for who i am.... but...will i ever...meet a person like that? ...*sighs*
people -as in adults- also say that relationships between teenagers like us don't last long.... -__________-
well, to those people reading this....
TYPE SOMETHING IN MAH CHATBOX PWEEAASSSSSSSSS!!!!!>w<
*gasp* COKE!!!!
lawl
-peace~ >w<-
Friday, September 19, 2008,9/19/2008 08:06:00 PM |
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