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minna-san! genki~ x) -wind blowing....meaning no one there...- o____________o owhkie....that was...tooo quiet.... AND ITS BEEN QUIET IN THIS BLOG FOR LIKE....WEEKS!!! omg...i think i drank too much coke...=) gomen gomen...^^"
so...what shud i talk about today.... well, lets talk about a friend here shall we? can't say the name - cause she'll probably kill me if any of my frenz tell her i'm back stabbingher =x (cuz she NEVER visits my blog) - she's a lil.....how to put it.....er....selfish...i think usually when me or my friends talk about something to hershe'll just say "owh..well anyway...." blah blah blah...she goes bragging about herself again... i mean, she doesn't care about anyone or anything else except her...=x when the time i gave her my blog website, she just say " i'll visit when i'm free " ok then, she'll visit it when she's free then,my point is...she's ALWAYS online, dude!!!! i mean, if she's online, she could visit my blog ANYTIME!!! yeesh...no wait, she actually did visit this blog...but that was her first and last time....-___-everytime i told her i updated my blog and told her to check it out, she said "i'm busy tonight, sorry" ugh....and that's why i'm very very sure she won't actually READ this post, tehe >w<
But... she isn't that bad.... she's still my friend though... she just bugs me when she becomes real selfish.... *sigh*so, enough with that...
Lately, i've been having a strange feeling inside me...like...something...or someone is lost...as though...my heart is still not satisfied with all the thingsi've got...-example 1 : FRENZ!!! example 2 :....nah, nothing else =) - well....i've been thinking.... is this lost feeling...... love?
i'm pretty sure it is.... and i'm pretty sure most of the teenagers have this kind of feeling sooner or later....=D i'm still waiting for an answer....a true answer that can let me loose of this strange feeling...and get someone to love or love me!! >w<
but who...exactly will that be.... 0_0??
so, anyways... niwa was online tuesday night and i got to chat with him! YAY ME!!! xD lawl, i kinda missed him... i mean, " friend missing" okay? -_______-
its been quite long since i last chat with him...like.......a half month...or was it one or two months huh? xD lawl i forgotten!
so niwa said i'm not full an adult yet. then i asked him "aren't people that are 13 and above...counted as adults?...or teenagers?" and then...... he says that it takes a person to have "actual sex" to be matured or to be an ACTUAL adult....-yeeeeee~ ><-
and so i said" omg ewww " then he was like "why'd u said ew?" so i replied"er.....i dunno...=)" "that means you're not an adult! lol" "-______________-"
lawl! but...for somehow...i don't feel like growing up that fast... but thank you niwa! for explaining to me i'm still a child =)
but i really want a person that loves me the way i loved him.... a person that cares and understands me.... a person that misses me every minute... a person that says "i love you" and means it!... a person that hugs me tight and i could always feel his heart beat and his warmth... a person that would hold my hand and tell his friends " This is my girlfriend!" and feels proud about it... a person that takes me for who i am....but...will i ever...meet a person like that?...*sighs*
people -as in adults- also say that relationships between teenagers like us don't last long....-__________- well, to those people reading this.... TYPE SOMETHING IN MAH CHATBOX PWEEAASSSSSSSSS!!!!!>w< *gasp*COKE!!!! lawl
Today....is a baaaaaaaaad day for me.... ya wanna know why?......
The story was like this... i was going out to a "pasar malam"which is er...night market or something....yea well i brought RM11.00 and i put them into mah pocket WITH my cell together... And somehow, when my friend called me, i just pulled my cell out and then...MAH RM11.00 FELL OUT!!! i didn't even realise it!! ARGH!! and i didn't tell my dad...cuz he doesn't know i brought money out...-_____- and he'll probably freak out if i told him...
....I LOST MAH RM11.00!!!! AND ITS DAMN A LOT FOR ME!!! ><
gawd....what a waste of time over here...oh, by the way, i'm at my grandmother's....just sitting here...playing around with da laptop and updating songs to mah ipod....and that's it!...what a drag....
THREE WHOLE HOURS LATER...
*bell ring* YEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! THEY'RE FINALLY HERE!!! OMFG I'M STARVING!!! -___- Well that took quite a long time cuz of a stupid rain.... ....at least i can eat now! =) So after eating...we plan to watch " SHUTTER"... Well to those who...havent watch it...its not really scary, for me though =D its mainly about avenging and all those This time it took part in Tokyo, which is where I REALLY WANNA GO!! YAY!! GO TOKYO!!! xDbut this kinda creeps me out and makes me feel scared of tokyo......a lil... ....BAH! BUT I CHANGE MY MIND!!! I'M STILL GOING TO TOKYO!!! =D ...owh, kinda think of it...its the first scary movie i ever finished! YAY FOR ME!! =D i'm planning to watch "MIRRORS" with my frenz or cousins...hopefully i'll forget it after watching it.....cuz i can't tie my hair without a mirror!....*mumbles* But still...
IT'S ANOTHER BORING DAY FOR ME! =)
let's just hope i could sleep peacefully tonight, and hope tomorrow ish a FUN DAY!! =) hope the same to you guys out there too =D
Today was....BO-RING!!! no, i mean it!...its like nobody cares if a bunch of cats came chasing rats in the school!!!its...its...ITS LIKE A DEAD CITY HERE!!! Black Crow : AHO~...AHO~... -________- anyways...lets talk about something boring, shall we? like.....this girl called "Vie Shan"..or was it...bah! who cares?...she annoys me...A LOT!! she's like, staring at me EVERY single time she sees me!Not just her, her brother and sisters too!!! and today, she just said something really....STUPID Black Crow : AHO~...AHO~ -_________- She just said the the malay's can't do any activity on PJK lessons cuz they's having puasa And there's no such thing that the malays can't do anything on PJK!!The malays can eat after 5 or 7pm so there's no reason for them to be "too tired"... Then she said her malay friends played with her like "siao" then i was like huh?! what the hell is she talking about? i mean she just said the malays can't do any activity since they're having puasa, then after thatshe said she played with malays! LIKESIAO!! SHE'S TALKING CRAP LAR!!! i don't understand everything she says...
Dispite that, her mother and my dad are like...carpooling us...my dad sends us to skul... then every single day, she'll just call up and ask "What time are you coming to fetch me?" i mean its like...everyday we go to skul ish the same time...then she just asks that stupidquestionEVERY SINGLE DAY!!!
i'll upload more if...if there's actually more!! xD
These are just HILARIOUS!!! well not really XDD i'm not laughing at the movie, i'm laughing at the commentary!! xDD its like "omg the atom bomb" " OMG its the dead bodies!!" lawl!! and i was like watching the movie and listening to the comments!! but i still don't get a clue what ed and the others said though.... and OMG!! ED IS STILL SHORTER THAN ALPHONSE EVEN THOUGH HE'S 18 AND HE'S IN THE OTHER WORLD!!! WTF!! xDDDD
and today's special!
Ed: Winry Winry: Yes, Edward Ed: It's hard for me but...i've been practicing...with Al -Pffft- ......(lost...can't get what they said) Ed: I found some straw at the backyard and i transmutted it into a ring - GASP!! - Ed:And i know i've always been a best friend but....i realized something last night... Winry : ..... Ed: I realise that i love you, Winry -FANGIRL SCREAM!!!- , so if there's some place in your heart for me ....(lost) you took my heart of stone (wha....?) Ed: So here i am on a....one automail knee...asking you to be Mrs. Winry Elric -FANGIRL SCREAM!!....AGAIN!!!- Winry: Well Edward, its about time.....Me and Al already hooked up so....-GASP!! NANI??!!!-
Ed & Winry : "COLONEL MUSTANG IS DEAD SEXY!! IN A MINISKIRT!!"
PFFFTTT HAHAHAHAHAHAH ZOMG!! lawl!!
okok....pfft....no srsly....lawl...and yes! i'm the one doin the fangirl scream...but not in the video -DUH!! THAT'S SO OBVIOUS-
FMA ISH DA BEST EVER!! xD i luv it i think i have anime crushes on edo...=x A-ahem......
there's OVA for this anime and its on youtube.. but they aren't in ENGLISH!!! I READ, HEAR AND SPEAK ENGLISH MAN!!! UGH TT_TT yes, i'm srsly addicted to FMA now... just like how i'm addicted to Naruto and the others, HAHAHA i gotta save up and get the DVD ...ASAP!! .....
ahem...anyways, i found some videos about FMA and they are awesome -sorry if it appeared two - >>> FMA Chibi Party Subbed
>>> Ed Hates Milk
>>> Full metal alchemist ova AND FINALLY....MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE >>> Priceless moments of Edward Elric it's better in japanese though...but hey! THEY'RE HILARIOUS!!! XDDD
-What i thought of...- Me: Edo wa chibi desuu~!!-HAHA- Ed: NANI??!! ORE WA HYPER CHIBI JANAI!!! KONO BAKAMONO!! Me: BAKAMONO??!! -NANI??!!! - Al : oniisan~!!
-English...- Me: ed's a chibi! xD-lawl i bet he's gonna freak out- Ed: WHAT??!! WHO THE HELL DID YOU SAY A HYPER CHIBI THAT JUMPS UP AND DOWN LIKE A MONKEY??!! YOU BASTARD!! Me : BASTARD??!! LOOK WHO'S TALKING? MORON! YOU'RE SO SMALL THAT YOU CAN FIT IN A MILK BOTTLE!! YOU BEAN!!-is he taking this srsly??, GAWD n i was only joking with him!!- Ed: BEAN???!!! Me: YEAH!! bean!-hehe~- Al : guys~
today was, as we say..." boring" as in REAL boring...
My parents started again when i came back for skul Gosh, don't they get tired arguing for the same thing over and over again?? i yelled " SHUT THE HELL UP"...but only in my heart... i never got the courage to stop them...
i overheard them saying something about divorce ...maybe...just maybe...its better if they did.... we just have to live another way, that's all... or maybe it's not as easy as i think.... I'M SIGHED~!!!
I wish the day that my parents stop arguing will come soon...-not meaning the day they REALLy divorce =x -
An indecisive and emotional girl who talks at the speed of a train and laughs ALL the time; a fashion zombie who goes around chanting "Shoeesssss..."; a diehard fan of Big Bang ♥ and all things pretty; dreams of taking pictures of the wonderful places around the world; has an absolute sweet tooth and craves for a camera, just so I can keep those precious moments in a picture and never forget. I ain't perfect but I'm unique, so live with it.