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I am heartbroken...
Yet I'm am not sad.
Huh, me being weird and stupid and all... *headdesk*
Fact #1 :Today when school finally ends, my crush walks in front of me and well, yeah, my head starts to think about stupid stuff. Then this girl came and greeted him with like, a hug and they seemed really closeeeeee, and I've talked to that girl before (a long time ago, mind you)
My mind goes "OMG WTF? Is he...Are they...NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!" *dies*
I felt really, really sadistic at that moment... And friends didn't know :/ (If
SOME of them knew, they would most prolly ignore me for the rest of their life and hate on me.Just maybe... See my point?)
Well, obviously 'cause they don't know I had a crush on him!
Nobody knows. And now I'm going like, is that a good thing or a bad thing?
Cause maybe that's why he never notices since it was just 'not too obvious at all'
If that made any sense...
I'm such a FAILURE!!
Well,I'm giving you the chance to guess who the hell he is... I bet you wouldn't know. HAH!
But PLEASE!
DON'T say anything about this in ze' crapbox... Try commenting, please?
P.S: I had even planned on ... confessing to him this Friday...Yeesh, so much for my resolutions.
Resolution #3 : Be Boyfriended
and my deadline is like... before my birthday?
See : aaaaaages. *spazz*
Fact #2:
Two bitches sitting behind me were discussing answers during the exams. And nobody seems to be stopping them or even hearing them except me.... This proves that the teachers are all blind and deaf.
Fact #3:Am getting really forgetful. This, making me want to just take notes of the stuff I did so I can just blog about my crappy life. Hee!
It is like, wherever I go, I'm always trying to remember and go "Oooh, must put that in later"
And I suppose I put things on here because they area the things that are stuck in my head, and the things that are stuck in my head will explode if I don't let them out, so it's sort of necessary to have a place to put them, k? (This doesn't make any sense, yes?)
I mean, blogs are like, internet diaries right? If it was a proper diary, then I would have written things down here maybe. BUT OH LOOK I JUST DID! :D *dumb*
Fact #4:
WTF? I'm going to loose a whole 50 marks just because I didn't do her portfolios etc.!!
I STUDIED SO HARD FOR THIS??! NOOOO WAIIII!!!! *dies*
Oh great, green apple. Sour... *sulks*
Gosh I'm such a sadarse. *slaps self*
I am too stupid to live,yo.
P.S: It is now 1:52 AM. I have been staying up till this late (or later) to study for stressful exams. See? I am moarr rajin than you think! SUCKER!! :)
P.P.S: Ahem, I currently and temporally may not post up 'love' images... Due to the crap that I am still thinking about... Ugh, can't get it out of my headdddd!!! HELLLPPPP!!!
...and Everything should go all "Whoop-de-doo" and "HooHaa!"
-Loves,
Allyson ♥
Monday, May 25, 2009,5/25/2009 07:56:00 PM |
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