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Depressing moments are really killing me...

I'm depressed.Miserable... .___.
Maybe I need therapy o-o
What now....? o__o

Yeah,I went to Jia Min's b-day today. And I didn't really said a decent Happy Birthday to her...

HAPPY BIRHTDAY!! (:

Bought her a horoscope thingy... It's dang heavy! And the pricing.... ugh.
But I thought it'd be cool to have this as a b-day present so...Why not?
It's worth it.
I think...

So I've don't really have enough time to talk about happy things.Since I always have'em in school days...
Definitely not at home.Trust me.

Everything's been worse at home. Sometimes,I feel like I cannot stay any longer.

Nahh,screw that crap! I just hate'em!
No wait...maybe I really can't. Yeah...

Yeesh, now I really feel like running to the streets and ...call a cab or something and send me to..uhhh.Oh yeah, maybe Yan's house. Uh-huh

But usually if there's like parents over there, they would reject,right? Uh-huh.
So what? Don't?
............................

I think I have split personalities. The odd ones I mean...
I'm the real me in school or somewhere outside with my friends.But not at home or with my families. I'm really,really really depressed.
Then my mom would misunderstand me. Saying that I'm not happy every time I go out with my buddies. F.Y.I, NO! I'm happy with my buddies. I'm smile and laugh more with'em. But I'm NOT happy with you guys.

Yes,yes I know.I gotta...chill.Am trying (:
It's so not me being miserable and depressed, is it?

P.S : I wasted 12 BUCKS on greenbox.Cause I wasn't even there the whole time,since I went shopping around with Bekah and Charmaine. 12 BLOODY BUCKS DANG IT!!

PP.S : I seriously thought of running away kays? ...whattt,it's a thought! ....A stupid one I guess...

Sunday, April 26, 2009,4/26/2009 08:37:00 PM | comment | 0 comment(s)

We hate each other,I know it...

Okay,just a lil warning.
I'm gonna be a little .... emotional or something with this whole post...cause I really gotta let things out.

I seriouslycan't believe it...Everything just makes no sense in my family. Everything.
My dad made some serious changes. Everyone in our little complicated family knows it.
He's more...crazy now. Serious.

He thinks making us 'displined' or something he has in mind is good. Like,as if!!!
He USED his anger on everything!!
He MADE things WORSE with anger!!

...He's just teaching us the wrong way....
He thinks that if he's fierce, everything would go his way. Everyone will be afraid of him.

I'm so fed up of this stupid family!!

Oh yeah, he wants me to leave this house

'Superior' Dad :
If you go to that party of yours, DON'T COME BACK I tell you!!!

I wish...

I'm already on my little nerves,but of course... Chilling...
At least trying to...

Saturday, April 25, 2009,4/25/2009 08:41:00 PM | comment | 0 comment(s)

Second tag by Eugene

Level 1.
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) drank alcohol

Level 2.
( ) are/been in love
( ) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight

Level 3.
(x) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die

Level 4.
( ) had/ have a crush on one of your facebook friends
( ) been to paris
( ) been to spain
( ) been on a plane
( ) thrown up from drinking

Level 5.
(x) eaten sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE OF facebook
( ) been in a mosh pit

Level 6.
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
(x) love/loved someone who you cant have
( ) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel

Level 7.
(x) had a tea party
( ) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
( ) gone mudding
(x) played dress up

Level 8.
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledging
( ) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
( ) fallen asleep at work/school

Level 9.
(x) watched the sunset
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake

Level 10.
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed/vandalized
(x) been cheated on
( ) been misunderstood

Level 11.
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
( ) been in a car/motorcycle accident

Level 12.
( ) had/have braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice-cream in one night
( ) danced in the moonlight

Level 13.
(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole dancing
(x) questioned ur heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it-notes

Level 14.
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the world
( ) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying

Level 15.
(x) cried urself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers
(x) recently coloured with crayons/coloured pencils/markers
(x) sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins.

Level 16.
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldnt
(x) made a prank phone call
( ) laughed till some kind of beverage came out of ur nose
(x) kissed in the rain

Level 17.
(x) written a letter to santa claus
( ) watched the sunset or sunrise with someone you care/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach or anywhere

Level 18.
( ) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
( ) gone rollerskating/bladding
(x) had a wish come true
( ) been humped by a monkey

Level 19.
( ) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) swam with dolphins

Level 20.
( ) got ur tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cube
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex's clothes
( ) sat on a roof top

Level 21.
( ) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done/attempted a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours.
(x) recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about

Level 22.
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
( ) climbed a tree
( ) had been in a tree house
(x) beenscared to watch scary movies alone

Level 23.
(x) believed in ghosts
( ) have/ had more than 30 pairs of shoes
( ) gone streaking
( ) visited jail

Level 24.
(x) played chicken
( ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused

Level 25.
( ) caught a fish then ate it later
( ) made a porn video/ got asked to make one
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
( ) cried so hard you laughed

Level 26.
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) french braided someone's hair
( ) gone skinny dipping
( ) been kicked out of your house
( ) tried to hurt yourself

Level 27.
( ) rode a roller coaster
( ) went scuba-diving/snorkelling
(x) had a cavity
( ) black-mailed someone
( ) been black mailed

Level 28.
(x) been used
(x) fell going up the stiars
( ) licked a cat
( ) bitten somoene
( ) licked someone

Level 29.
( ) been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) had sex in the rain
( ) flattened someone's tyres ( guilty as charged..but it was a long time ago )
( ) rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) got five dollars or less worth of gas

So far/ Total : Omigosh...45 That's little...

Tagging
1. 'Drea
2. Wabekahhhh
3. Danial -if he's alive x)
4. Fanshu
5. Koey
6. Min
7. Can I tag Steven? :)
8.
9.
10.

As usual,there's always a few open spaces....
Need more linkssssss

Friday, April 24, 2009,4/24/2009 11:56:00 PM | comment | 2 comment(s)

Got tagged by Eugene x)

001. Real Name: Yong Hiu Mun
002. Nickname(s): Allyson,Ally,Munmun,Muns
003. Age: 13 +
004. Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: Kinderkids
007. Middle School: SJK(c) Batu 11 Cheras
008. High School: SMK Bandar Baru Sg.Long
009. College School: A few more years to go
010. Hair colour: Black
011. Long or Short: Uhh...Is there something called,not long and not too short?
012. Loud or Quiet: Both
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans :)
014. Phone or Camera: Camera
015. Health Freak: I don't think so...
016. Drink or Smoke: I'm still illegal!
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Not at the moment.
018. Eat or Drink: Both
019. Piercings: Nope,not even the ears.
020. Tattoos: I wanted a nice one :/
021. Social or Anti-Social: Definitely social
022. First Piercing: None
023. First Relationship:That doesn't count...
024. First Best Friend: Kimmy
025. First Award: English Poems
026. First Kiss: Nuh-uh
027. First Pet: Hamster :D
028. First Big Vacation: Not yet................
029. First Love at first sight: When I was only 12...
030. First Big Birthday: My 12th b-day

Currently

049. Eating: Prank-calling :)
050. Drink: Ribena ... -whuuut??
051. Excitement Level: Not really hyped at the moment :/
052. I'm about to: screeeaaammm
053. Listening to: Awesome songs
054. Plan for today: Was suppose to have a hair cut -get bangs :D
055. Waiting for: Some fun
056. Energy Level: Kinda tired
057. Thinking of someone: Uhm... no..?
058. Want kids?: NO
059. Want to get married?: Not so soon...
060. Careers in mind?: Can't really choose now

Which is better in the boy/girl you like

068. Lips or Eyes?: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: Funny...not actually both
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller pleasee...
071. Protective or Caring?: I'd like both :)
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Spontaneous
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Uh...Iono...
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Not really sure
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?Oh please no...

Have you ever

080. Lost glasses or contacts: Yeppers
081. Ran away from home: I wanted to...
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence. Nope
083. Killed somebody: I killed Jess with mah fake gun : O
084. Broken someone's heart: Uh-huh...It was scary...I don't want that anymore please...
085. Been arrested: Nuh-uh...I wouldn't want that either
087. Cried when someone died: Yeah...sad

Do you believe in

089. Yourself: Only 60% ...I think
090. Miracles: Depends
091. Love at first sight: Yep
092. Heaven: Yessssss
093. Santa Claus: Ahah, no
094. Tooth Fairy: Lols
095. Kiss in the first date: Nahhh

Truthfully

097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now?: Uh-huh
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: ....I'd have to say no to this one
099. Do you believe in God? ......
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people: I'll try...I don't have a lot of links :(

I tag
1. 'Drea
2. Koey
3. Fanshu
4. Rebekah
5. Danial
6. Min
7.
8.
9.
10.

Gasp. 4 more to go :O

4/24/2009 11:35:00 PM | comment | 0 comment(s)

Omigod :O

I have no more pics...

Omigosh,how long was it since the last time I posted? A week? A few weeks? I seriously don't know.But what I know is... It was long :( So back to last week. I went for PRS camp last Saturday -Yes,'you' MISSED it :) It was scary at first,the facilitators were kinda fierce,or maybe the word 'disciplined' suits better... Then they treat you nice all of a sudden.Serious,they make you laugh, like HELL :D One of my favorite activities there,was the...what was it called? Nevermind the names. We had to hold on to this really thick rope,and never let go.The facilitators would try to 'make' you let go.But of course,if you're focused enough,you wouldn't be tricked. Oh yeah,did I mention that they'd spray water on you,all over? That's the fun part :) -To me, at least.

Yeah-huh,that's how I got the damn flu. It just won't leave me alone :(

We also had to be under the rain,okay? Not that easy as you think.
Oh yeah,the flying shoes,aha.
If your shoes aren't arranged,they'd send them flying.

Most of the activities just contains a lil bit of water.'Cept Jungle Trekking... That's me least fav. There were bugs,like mosquitoes...flying all over ... And it was dang slippery. After that,they put some kind of mud on our faces.Everybody does that.So I don't really have to be embarrassed or something. Then there was water again. My toes are stubby and itchy at the same time.And they still are... And I'm extremely dark right now,thanks to the sun.They called me "Barbecue-d" :'( If you're curious,we had the usual meals like always.For example: cooked rice,noodles,water,rice,dessert... C'ept they had five bloody meals a day.... Really stuffing me up!

Am going to a friend's birthday party the coming Sunday. Yes,Form 1s I kinda enjoy spending time with'em. They're funny :)

Speechless,my mind is completely blank right now. Maybe I'll post tomorrow.

Lols,the songs are conquering my mind at the moment xD

4/24/2009 09:55:00 PM | comment | 0 comment(s)

A whaaatt? :O

Happy April Fools world :)

Thanks for making it a blast,guys

I really enjoyed it.

'CAUSE I NEVER KENA PWNED AT ALL!!! XDDD
-and it's weird ... -

lols,but seriously.I had fun!
I fooled people with post-its.But the funny thing is,they never notice.Not until someone tells them,of course.
And sometimes,the post-its just won't stick on!

-Sorry,no pics for now.Long story...If I tell,I'd cry :(

I hate our school for being "strict" and all.They're all super crazy with ~~rules~~,y'know.

"YOU!! Why is your hair so fashion?HUH?"
"YOU!! Why is your shirt not tucked in?HUH?"
"YOU!!Why you bring flour to school?HUH?"

"Ehh teacher,today April Fools lah.Have a lil fun mah!"

"April Fools..Who said April Fools can bring flour to school?And what's this shiny-shiny thing here?HUH?"

"Ohhhh,this one ah?This one also for April Fools!"

"HAH?Keep,keep,keep!ALL KEEP! If you let me see you play with these things,then I GANTUNG you!Understand?HUH?"

....
Sorry,just playing with the grammar.

No,the point is...
Just because of one small thing,they'd just give you the word "DIGANTUNG"
I can't take it much longer!

Where is the fun?

Bleah,I gotta go.
Will post soon :)

Look behind,
Your dad's watching you :x

FOOLED YA!

-okay that was a bad one...crappy...

Wait...

Happy...Belated,April Fools?
Already?

Hope you guys enjoyed it :D
-With loves ♥

Thursday, April 2, 2009,4/02/2009 12:09:00 AM | comment | 0 comment(s)

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An indecisive and emotional girl who talks at the speed of a train and laughs ALL the time; a fashion zombie who goes around chanting "Shoeesssss..."; a diehard fan of Big Bang ♥ and all things pretty; dreams of taking pictures of the wonderful places around the world; has an absolute sweet tooth and craves for a camera, just so I can keep those precious moments in a picture and never forget. I ain't perfect but I'm unique, so live with it.
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